Trying so hard to listen

I am so emotionally drained right now.... all this pain and it hurts even more than I expected.

Sagittarius
Monday, April 16, 2007
Try to let your loved ones know just how deeply interested you are in all their thoughts and feelings today, and remember to be open-minded rather than judgmental right now. Make understanding others your goal and just watch how people will warm up to you. You can achieve the most right now by learning to be a more sympathetic listener.

I have no idea if I've achieved what was set up for me today. All I know is that inside of me, I just needed to write this:

There's still so much to say....
right now, I'm so emotionally drained...
and yet the tears won't stop and the emotions won't go away
and I only just realised that if I let go,
I'm doing something which I shouldn't be doing....
but I can't help it, coz it unconditional love that leads me

As you can see, I'm not really able to write complete sentences right now..
but something just led me to write this to you...
maybe I'll be able to explain
if there comes a time
when you can see this through my eyes,
the windows to my soul...